Saturday, October 28, 2006
Thursday, October 26, 2006
The week is spoiled.
Three days spent at a RFID demo show.
My Professor is a piece of shit God happened to put on my head.
The nightmare started from Monday.
I got a call from my professor Monday night.
Sunday, October 22, 2006
2 weeks before i go to Japan.
It's less than 2 weeks before i go to japan.
2 weeks later, i'll be sitting in my new dorm in Kanagawa.
I'll be missing Shanghai a lot!
It's less than 2 weeks before i go to japan.
2 weeks later, i'll be sitting in my new dorm in Kanagawa.
I'll be missing Shanghai a lot!
Thursday, October 19, 2006
I sweat a lot these days. Even though it's in late Octobor, it's still very hot in Shanghai the highese day time temperature climbed to 30 during noon for the past several days. It is reported that the monthly avarge temperature of Oct. is higher than usual.
It's getting dark earlier & earlier. It's Fall again.
Summer days are gone too soon,
Shoot the moon, miss completely.
Now you're left to face the blue,
empty room, once smelled sweetly.
Of all the flowers you plucked if only
You knew the reason
Why you had to each be lonely
Was it just the season?
Now the fall is here again
You can't begin to give in It's all over
When the snows come rolling through
You're rolling too with some new lover
Will you think of times you've told me
That you knew the reason
Why we had to each be lonely
It was just the season
Shoot the moon
Norah Jones
Summer days are gone too soon,
Shoot the moon, miss completely.
Now you're left to face the blue,
empty room, once smelled sweetly.
Of all the flowers you plucked if only
You knew the reason
Why you had to each be lonely
Was it just the season?
Now the fall is here again
You can't begin to give in It's all over
When the snows come rolling through
You're rolling too with some new lover
Will you think of times you've told me
That you knew the reason
Why we had to each be lonely
It was just the season
Shoot the moon
Norah Jones
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Gotta Head for my Japanese Class which will start at 18:30.
I've worked in the lab for the whole day.
Had meeting this morning. It was SOSO boring. A lot of BLA BLA~!
Wish that i can get out of here ASAP.
I've worked in the lab for the whole day.
Had meeting this morning. It was SOSO boring. A lot of BLA BLA~!
Wish that i can get out of here ASAP.
Monday, October 16, 2006
About Wirting a Weblog
Not everyone who surfs the internet has a weblog.
Even those who have one may not update it regularly.
I've found that when I feel lonely, I'll type some letters in my weblog.
Blog is like an old friend to me, who's always been around(when there's an internet connection) during my ups and downs.
Not everyone who surfs the internet has a weblog.
Even those who have one may not update it regularly.
I've found that when I feel lonely, I'll type some letters in my weblog.
Blog is like an old friend to me, who's always been around(when there's an internet connection) during my ups and downs.
Saturday, October 14, 2006
We ate at the small Pizza Shop near the back gate of ECNU for lunch. It was full of people, students, parents are their children (who's been to the ChangFeng Park).
Here's a gestimate of the revenue of the Pizza Shop:
Initial Investment: ¥150,000
Average Consumed:¥20
Genearl Info
Location: Near the back gate of ECNU Campus, also at the entrance of ChangFeng Park.
Target Market: Students, Park Tourists during weekends and holidays
Low Days: Weekday lunch & Afternoon
High Days: Weekday dinner and holiday lunch & dinner
Seatings:24 2-seat small desks, 3 6-seat Round Tables outside(Available during drizzles, but don't work for pulling rains in the summer)
24*2+3*6 = 66, the shop can serve 66 people at the same time.
Biz Hours: 10:00~20:30 Close during Chinese Lunar New Year(1 week).
Meals Offered: Biz Lunch, Pizza, Spegatti
Specials: Chick Wings
People
6 service persons
3 chefs
Revenue Anlaysis
Average Consumed: ¥20/p
During high days we assume that each seat can serve 5 customers a day.
Revenue for high days is: 66 * 5 * 20 = 6600
During low days we assume that each seat can serve 3 customers a day.
Revenue for low days is: 66 * 3 * 20 = 3960
There are 2 high days and 5 low days during a week.
The weekly Revenue is: 3960 * 5 + 6600 *2 = 33000
Monthly Revenue: 33000 * 4 = 132000
Cost Anlaysis
Initial Investment: Decor, Furniture, Kitchen Equipment
Monthly Cost
Employees Salary: 6 Service Persons: ¥6000; 3 Chefs : ¥9000
House Rental Fee: ? approx. ¥20,000
Raw Materials: ¥30,000
Gas, Water, Electric: ¥5000
Profit Before Tax: ¥62000
Tax:
Net Profit:
Possible Improvements:
- "Afternoon Coffee Hours"
- "Morning Tea Break"
- "Outlets"
Friday, October 13, 2006
I've tapped into the "Ubiquitous Computing & RFID" stuff today. And i've found that what ubiquitous computing addresses is exactly what we are handling in the Expo project.
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Auto-ID labs @ Fudan
I went to the Auto-ID labs of Fudan university which is located at ZhangJiang High Tech Zone this morning.
I went to the Auto-ID labs of Fudan university which is located at ZhangJiang High Tech Zone this morning.
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Travel all the way down south
I've travelled all the way down south to the SJTU new campus in MinHang district which is 3 Rails and 30KMs away from where i live.
I started around 7:40 in the morning and rode to ZhongShan Park light rail station. I was 8:08 the moment that i stepped on to the platform. Took Line 3 to the terminal at Shanghai South Railway Station and changed to Metro 1 there. And i changed to Line 5 at XinZhuang which is also the terminal of Metro 1 & 5. When i hit the platform of #5, the train was pulling off.
I arrived at DongChuan Rd. Station around 9. And took the school shuttle to the front gate of SJTU. And i transfered the campus shuttle and got off near software building. I arrived my destination around 9:40. It took me 4 hours in the morning to finish the trip....
I've travelled all the way down south to the SJTU new campus in MinHang district which is 3 Rails and 30KMs away from where i live.
I started around 7:40 in the morning and rode to ZhongShan Park light rail station. I was 8:08 the moment that i stepped on to the platform. Took Line 3 to the terminal at Shanghai South Railway Station and changed to Metro 1 there. And i changed to Line 5 at XinZhuang which is also the terminal of Metro 1 & 5. When i hit the platform of #5, the train was pulling off.
I arrived at DongChuan Rd. Station around 9. And took the school shuttle to the front gate of SJTU. And i transfered the campus shuttle and got off near software building. I arrived my destination around 9:40. It took me 4 hours in the morning to finish the trip....
Just Gonna get Married
I'll get married with Annie tomorrow morning at PuTuo District's People's government.
This will be a moment that I'll forever remember.
I'll get married with Annie tomorrow morning at PuTuo District's People's government.
This will be a moment that I'll forever remember.
Leaving on a jet plane.
All my bags are packed, i'm ready to go.
I'm standing here outside your door.
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye.
But the dawn is breaking, it's early morn.
The taxi's waiting, he's blowing his horn,
Already I'm so lonesome I could cry.
[Chorus]
So kiss me and smile for me,
Tell me that you'll wait for me,
Hold me like you'll never let me go.
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
-Oh Babe, I hate to go.
There's so many times I've let you down,
So many times I've played around,
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing.
Every place I go, I'll think of you,
Every song I sing, I'll sing for you,
When I come back, I'll wear your wedding ring.
[Chorus]
Now the time has come to leave you,
One more time let me kiss you,
Then close your eyes,
I'll be on my way.
Dream about the days to come.
When I won't have to leave alone,
About the times I won't have to say ...
All my bags are packed, i'm ready to go.
I'm standing here outside your door.
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye.
But the dawn is breaking, it's early morn.
The taxi's waiting, he's blowing his horn,
Already I'm so lonesome I could cry.
[Chorus]
So kiss me and smile for me,
Tell me that you'll wait for me,
Hold me like you'll never let me go.
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
-Oh Babe, I hate to go.
There's so many times I've let you down,
So many times I've played around,
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing.
Every place I go, I'll think of you,
Every song I sing, I'll sing for you,
When I come back, I'll wear your wedding ring.
[Chorus]
Now the time has come to leave you,
One more time let me kiss you,
Then close your eyes,
I'll be on my way.
Dream about the days to come.
When I won't have to leave alone,
About the times I won't have to say ...
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
I found that i didn't write anything about the GE intern. So i would like to say something:
My FDO at GE was my birthday. There was no badge, no PC, no Mgr, no buddy, no integration, no training, no team binding. There was actually nothing.
I arrived at PuDong Sicence & Tech Musium subway station around 9:30 to meet with 2 other co-workers and we took a cab to go to the factory of General Motor which is located 20Km away at JinQiao Develop Zone. When we arrived there, it was like almost 10:00. Actually GE's functions as a vendor to GM. I followed the other 2 ees to a big 12-seat meeting room. There was a PC there functioning as a server and all other ees have their own Laptops. Fortunately i've brought my Intel laptop. So i started working on my Intel laptop. There was no internet connection to the internal network. All of the co-workers work on Industrial control. My responsibility was to build a Down Time Report tool using VBA.
I worked there for only one day. And quit on August 20.
My FDO at GE was my birthday. There was no badge, no PC, no Mgr, no buddy, no integration, no training, no team binding. There was actually nothing.
I arrived at PuDong Sicence & Tech Musium subway station around 9:30 to meet with 2 other co-workers and we took a cab to go to the factory of General Motor which is located 20Km away at JinQiao Develop Zone. When we arrived there, it was like almost 10:00. Actually GE's functions as a vendor to GM. I followed the other 2 ees to a big 12-seat meeting room. There was a PC there functioning as a server and all other ees have their own Laptops. Fortunately i've brought my Intel laptop. So i started working on my Intel laptop. There was no internet connection to the internal network. All of the co-workers work on Industrial control. My responsibility was to build a Down Time Report tool using VBA.
I worked there for only one day. And quit on August 20.
Below is all of the blogs that i've been written over the last several month on csdn. I've moved all of them here.
2006年08月10日
The GE Offer
Got to leave Intel at the end of August.I'll join GE as an intern next week.
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2006年08月04日
CAN i write something
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2006年07月18日
Miss My Honey A Lot
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发表于 @ 2006年07月18日 20:30:00 评论 (0)
Down with a bad cough these days
It's been 35C for like more than weeks. It's unbearable. 22C in Office, more than 10C in difference. When you walk out of Office, i could even see fog on my glass. I can't sleep well during the night. Cuz my body is geared for 22C. The night is not long enough for it to get used to the temperature outside.
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2006年07月10日
Sleeping on the floor of a meeting room...
This feeling sucks when you sleep on the floor of a meeting room, it's just like a lost dog sleeping on other people's porch. It sucks!
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2006年07月07日
Never let a programmer do cleaning just like never ask a programmer to build up a GUI
Got stood up again this moring. I received the following msg from the secratary of our professor last night:全体研究生请于七月七日上午十点到实验室等待王老师安排,特此通知,并互相通告,如有不能到,请向王老师请假。This seems to be something like a call for staff meeting. But when i arrived at my fucking lab this morning at 10 o'clock sharp. Everyone was there. But no meeting was held. way till 11:00. Our dearing perfessor showed up and ask every body to start cleaning the lab. That's all. Later, we were informed that the meeting is rescheduled to 5pm, which is 7 hours later than it's previously set.
This is so RIDICULOUS!!
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2006年07月05日
I love this weblog
I love to come here to write a bunch of stuffs instead of writing the same thing on my MSN space where everyone knows who i am.
I believe that everyone needs to keep something private.
"It's like Bull-Shit!"
The Air Con's too low. :(
发表于 @ 2006年07月05日 01:01:00 评论 (0)
Live in Office (Taking a shower Cont')
Living in Office means you have to find a good place for yourself. A place where is near to the pantry, a place where you might be able to feel safe during sleeping. So checking out wrrs(web room reservation service) becomes a routine. I lost my 24F08 to a philpine guy who book the book from 7:00~16:00. I have to get up early and move to 24F03 in the morning.
When i first came into 24F08 i found that although the air con is on, the temperature is still high. It's hot in the room. I've now tune the air con to 18C to make it fit for my Sleeping Bag's temperature.
Well Loneliness is the other biggest thing that troubles me a lot when try to live in office. Most of the employees have family here, so they won't stay overnight in office. So living in office means living all by yourself to some extent. Loneliness is just like heart attack, it overwhelms me sometimes. And you can't even find a reason to fight back.
I have 2 bags of dirty clothe which i don't know how to deal. I'm planning to go back home tomorrow right after the exam. May be that the ultimate solution!!
Talked with 2 of my former high school classmates. I'm feeling lucky since i'm still in school, still have the chance to learn, to make mistakes and to choose the stuff that i like.
Start watching "Season 2 of the Apprentice". Wish to finish that with in this summer and try to get something out of it.
Well gotta get down to take a 4 hours nap. and good luck for myself in tomorrow's exam. God Bless me!
Come On!
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2006年07月04日
Taking a shower
Taking a shower is one of the easiest thing that a regular employee and student can do. But that's not for me. I've been livin in office for like 3 days. Working, Eating and playing are all cool to me, but sleeping, washing and taking a shower are not simple things any more.
SleepingSleeping on the floor of a meeting room is not as easy as you might think of. It's like something impossible if you want to do it without a sleeping bag. I tried to sleep directly on the floor on Sunday night, but ended up in vein. Cuz, the air con is too cool during night, and some werid sound may wake you up every 30~45 mins. While if you have a sleep bag to sleep in. You will feel safe. I had a good night of sleep last night, with only one wake-up around 4 to pee. Maybe that's because i've been too tired for the past two days.
WashingWashing face and brushing your teeth are both not a problem at all. You can even enjoy that in the private room of SHM. But washing cloth is rather a big problem, since there are no lundary in Office. It's terrificlly hard to make your stuff dry.
Taking a ShowerIt's great that the company provides shower in the gym, but you have to pay some of your energy for the shower.
Gotta go for the shuttle, will be back in a while after i arrive at SHM.
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2006年07月03日
VFP I'm Coming
2 weeks of expectation is worth it. I'm enrolled!! Yeassss.
发表于 @ 2006年07月03日 21:58:00 评论 (0)
Arrived at SHM
Arrived at SHM taking the intern shuttle.
A long dark lonely night ahead.
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2006年07月02日
2nd Night
I went to SHM tonight and started reviewing my Distributed System course of which the exam's gonna fall on next tuesday. I haven't attended most of the classes and only got answers to all possible exam questions on hand. I'll try to recite all answers tonight and go through them tomorrow night. And i still haven't fully prepared for the internet course, the book is like a peice of shit. you can keep on reading for like an hour before you fall asleep.
On the taxi to SHM, I heard a monolog from the radio. It was really nice and the voice of the radio woman is almost identical to Juliet's voice.
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2006年06月29日
1st Night sucks
Can't stand staying at Zizhu Campus. So I took the 2:30 and headed back to town. It's better to over night in SHM than in SHZ, since everything is so close. Conveinent Store at the lobby, coffee and tea at a nearer pantry. But it's not possible for you to fall asleep on the meeting room floor without a sleeping bag. The carpet feels bad.
Started at 4 this morning, cuz i heard something upstairs moving. 2 peice of Pizza and a cup of hot tea get me back to work. I still have a lot to read to pass the tiptoeing 2 exams.
Janny and Zaphr had their graduation ceremony yesterday. Janny was trapped at work for some stupid printing stuff. She even gave up the graduation picture for that. (That's a BIG lost!! Since you can only have your graduation once in a lifetime.) I remeber that i came back to Intel to make a presentation on our staff meeting during my graduation party. (That was awesome, I can't even believe that i made it.)
June 26. When i went through my weblog and found that on the same day last year. XiaoDi moved out of 404. and on that day an era ended. I didn't do a good job at SJTU. I do not like the school. I do not like my professer. I do not like those guys in my lab. I can never find any passion like what i had when working in the embedded system back at ECNU. I'm even losing my self-esteem.
I'm losing my goal, i'm losing my dreams, I'm feeling that my self-esteem is caving in. In high school, my goal was to get into a good college, in undergraduate, my goal was to have a chance to get a master degree. When i'm pursuing my master degree now, i do not know where i should go. When starting to picture about the life after graduation, i got lost! I don't know what's gonna happen and i do not know where am i gonna go.
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2006年06月28日
Yesterday
I've downloaded the latest version of Google Earth yesterday. and it's really cool, cuz 33% of the satelitte pictures have been updated. You can even find SJTU Minhang Campus there. However, you can find Intel Zizhu Campus since it's using pictures taken 2 years ago.
发表于 @ 2006年06月28日 14:14:00 评论 (0)
Crazy
Start to listen to "Crazy" a lot. Listen to it in my lap-top, My mp3 player.
CrazyTell me what's wrong with societyWhen everywhere I look I seeYoung girls dying to be on TVThey won't stop 'til they've reached their dreamsDiet pills, surgeryPhotoshopped pictures in magazinesTelling them how they should beIt doesn't make sense to meIs everybody going crazy?Is anybody gonna save me?Can anybody tell me what's going onTell me what's going onIf you open your eyesYou'll see that something is wrongI guess things are not how they used to beThere's no more normal familiesParents act like enemiesMaking kids feel like it's WWIIINo one cares, no one's thereI guess we're all just too damn busyAnd money's our first priorityRich guys driving big SUVsWhile kids are starving in the streetsNo one cares, no one likes to shareI guess life's unfairYou'll see that something, something is wrong
发表于 @ 2006年06月28日 13:00:00 评论 (0)
Dude, i'm out
I'm moving out of Andy's today. This is actually the first time that i live alone all by myself and away from home. 2 big Bags.
I'm homeless from this moment. Need to think about where to sleep every night.
Still have 2 exams to go for this semester. I will overnight in Office to go through my courses. Actually a lot of work ahead.
I've talked with my manager about quiting my current job. She kept telling me that we have closed all intern headcount. So the door of internal transfer is closed for me. Whatever!! She wants to keep me in this stupid position for some more time. This time i will definitely quit. I wish that i can get the FX VFP. So that i can get rid of all these.
Back at school i was no good handling the relationship with my perfessor. Andy even heard there from our former classmate. "Rumors travels really fast!!".
Whatever, i will pick up my entrepreneur dream during the summer holiday. I've printed my namecard and registered the Domain Name and rent a server space. I will start to work on that.
发表于 @ 2006年06月28日 12:55:00 评论 (0)
2006年06月23日
Picking up the old days
Being away from this place for a long time.It's summer time now, day time temperature sometimes hit 35C, which is so unbearable for me. I have to shower constantly to get myself cool, like 5~6 times a day. Well it's wise to stay in lab or in cubicle during this hot time. I will have to move to Min Hang next Wednesday, and start my new life. This is actually the first time that i live alone, with no relatives and friends around.
I attended the SAP campus recruit last week. Well, a good score in the paper test did not get me an interview, because i was foolish enough to fill "2nd year after summer" into the grade blank. Apparently, they are only interested in second years student who can work right after the internship. Whatever... Let it go!
This Wednesday, i went to the FX VFP interview, it was actually weird that FX only gave each candidate 15 min' interview. And nothing technical was brougt up during that 15 mins. I performed my best. Now what i can do is to bless god that they would pick me.
The weather yesterday was like hell! 32C in door during noon, and day turned into night during the afternoon. It was just like the scence in "The War of the worlds"
I spent 30' online to add all Junior & Senior High Classmates into my MSN Account. Those names just drag me back into those old days.
发表于 @ 2006年06月23日 13:14:00 评论 (0)
2006年06月12日
Internship application
Tips for internship application:1. Do include some line of words in the cover letter.2. Do not use English in the cover letter. 3. Put Chinese Resume in the first place
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2006年06月08日
Start to grab things
Finish things at hand. Clear them away first and then start anew.
发表于 @ 2006年06月08日 22:44:00 评论 (0)
Heading Home
It's been rainy and cloudy for the last few days. We only had sun shine on Tuesday. It's really a miracle that it's not rainning now, for each and every thursday for the past month rains.I'm heading home now after staying in the lab for more than 8 hours. It's been a fruitful day compared to those days spent at home. So good thing to stay at the lab for the summer. Get back to the computer screen and get back to those guys in the lab. Found it really unwise to have 2 usernames under the same system, for each and every time when you try to log on and you found that the system will remember you in the other username in the cookie of your client computer. So you have to log off and sign in again using the other username.
Still a bunch of real work to do this weekend. Since my gf will be working on this weekend because of the SOC. I will have a chance to go to SHM to work for extra hours.
OKie. TIme to call it a day at school and work. I'm going now, if possible(get up early in the morning), i will come back to lab tomorrow morning.
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2006年06月05日
It's a cloudy Monday
It's been a cloudy monday. I skipped lunch for that i was busy preparing to send out an survey through email to all my collegues in Zizhu. This makes me feel so weak now. i'm feeling dizzy. Tomorrow there will be a bunch of meetings mainly dealing with the new Zizhu website. I'm figuring out a nice project out of the work that i've done at the company. I'll put it into my imbo and try to implement it in the coming summer vocation.
A guy at work sets me up with one of his friend. We will meet after work some day this week, to see if I can help them set up a website for his bar. (This is gonna bring in cash flow.) So i need to build up a real good demo stuff to show case my Lynx Studio.
Today is spoiled by company stuff and i haven't done anything on my term paper. I'll set out and finish it tonight. (At least 0.5 course)
OOhh, i went to exercise last night at the playground, i ran for like 1200m last night. It feels so good when i first stepped on to the track and started running. But after I ran for like 400m i started to feel my leg heavy.
I'll stay in the lab tomorrow morning. And go back to office in the afternoon, for there is a 1:1 with Sam @13:00 and an conference with lynn from CPG around 16:00
发表于 @ 2006年06月05日 18:46:00 评论 (0)
1900
Ever since my hard drive crashed last time, i've lost a lot of data. This gradually pays off, when i want to pick up more work from school. Most of the data together with all of my music are all gone. The album "the legend of 1900 " is gone too. This is an album that i like so much. It's pretty much the Norah style. The music talks with no lyrics. It flows, it catch you from inside, it holds you from the outside.
发表于 @ 2006年06月05日 18:37:00 评论 (0)
Fearing of growing old
Born in the 1980's.2 years later i'll be running down to my 30's. I always get confused about my age, from the "14" on my elementry check list to being mistaken for mgr sitting in a cubical. Me in the mirror has enough white hair, a big belly which turns out that i'm approching my mid-age physically. I'm fearing of growing old. there will be expections, responsibilities roles and models. Any one of them can get me down easily.
I found that sjtusuperman has already been used when i tried to register this username on hotmail. It seems like too many supermans here on this campus down in the country side. I should get used to be a normal man instead.
发表于 @ 2006年06月05日 18:33:00 评论 (0)
2006年06月04日
Crying out loud inside
I didn't go to the IBM exam last Sunday. However, my algorithm exam finally pays off.
昨晚在小区的花园看见拾荒的老人和流浪狗。有点难过。。。
发表于 @ 2006年06月04日 01:08:00 评论 (0)
2006年06月01日
I'm Going....
Travel back and forth between downtown and country side. 80KM per day, more than 3 hours on the road. Travel for nearly a year. 80km*200d=16000km I'm travelling half the world. After all this travelling year, I've lost all the edges that I used to have. I need to start working on regaining them. So it's time to pack up and move on. Live every minute of my life to the full.
发表于 @ 2006年06月01日 19:25:00 评论 (0)
Rainy Children's Day
It's a rainy children's day, the rain is like pulling down. I'm stucked in a small meeting room at SHM. I'll wait till the rain to become smaller.
While it's still so cool to look through the window.
Got frustrated by struts, those configuation problems are getting me down. I don't like that.
I can only be with my girlfriend for another 2 or 3 weeks. Then her parents will come and I'll have to move to school which is 40km from downtown. But anyway, I will start the training camp down in the country side.
The GE Offer
Got to leave Intel at the end of August.I'll join GE as an intern next week.
发表于 @ 2006年08月10日 12:47:00 评论 (0)
2006年08月04日
CAN i write something
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发表于 @ 2006年08月04日 18:10:00 评论 (0)
2006年07月18日
Miss My Honey A Lot
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发表于 @ 2006年07月18日 20:30:00 评论 (0)
Down with a bad cough these days
It's been 35C for like more than weeks. It's unbearable. 22C in Office, more than 10C in difference. When you walk out of Office, i could even see fog on my glass. I can't sleep well during the night. Cuz my body is geared for 22C. The night is not long enough for it to get used to the temperature outside.
发表于 @ 2006年07月18日 20:26:00 评论 (0)
2006年07月10日
Sleeping on the floor of a meeting room...
This feeling sucks when you sleep on the floor of a meeting room, it's just like a lost dog sleeping on other people's porch. It sucks!
发表于 @ 2006年07月10日 22:11:00 评论 (0)
2006年07月07日
Never let a programmer do cleaning just like never ask a programmer to build up a GUI
Got stood up again this moring. I received the following msg from the secratary of our professor last night:全体研究生请于七月七日上午十点到实验室等待王老师安排,特此通知,并互相通告,如有不能到,请向王老师请假。This seems to be something like a call for staff meeting. But when i arrived at my fucking lab this morning at 10 o'clock sharp. Everyone was there. But no meeting was held. way till 11:00. Our dearing perfessor showed up and ask every body to start cleaning the lab. That's all. Later, we were informed that the meeting is rescheduled to 5pm, which is 7 hours later than it's previously set.
This is so RIDICULOUS!!
发表于 @ 2006年07月07日 15:12:00 评论 (0)
2006年07月05日
I love this weblog
I love to come here to write a bunch of stuffs instead of writing the same thing on my MSN space where everyone knows who i am.
I believe that everyone needs to keep something private.
"It's like Bull-Shit!"
The Air Con's too low. :(
发表于 @ 2006年07月05日 01:01:00 评论 (0)
Live in Office (Taking a shower Cont')
Living in Office means you have to find a good place for yourself. A place where is near to the pantry, a place where you might be able to feel safe during sleeping. So checking out wrrs(web room reservation service) becomes a routine. I lost my 24F08 to a philpine guy who book the book from 7:00~16:00. I have to get up early and move to 24F03 in the morning.
When i first came into 24F08 i found that although the air con is on, the temperature is still high. It's hot in the room. I've now tune the air con to 18C to make it fit for my Sleeping Bag's temperature.
Well Loneliness is the other biggest thing that troubles me a lot when try to live in office. Most of the employees have family here, so they won't stay overnight in office. So living in office means living all by yourself to some extent. Loneliness is just like heart attack, it overwhelms me sometimes. And you can't even find a reason to fight back.
I have 2 bags of dirty clothe which i don't know how to deal. I'm planning to go back home tomorrow right after the exam. May be that the ultimate solution!!
Talked with 2 of my former high school classmates. I'm feeling lucky since i'm still in school, still have the chance to learn, to make mistakes and to choose the stuff that i like.
Start watching "Season 2 of the Apprentice". Wish to finish that with in this summer and try to get something out of it.
Well gotta get down to take a 4 hours nap. and good luck for myself in tomorrow's exam. God Bless me!
Come On!
发表于 @ 2006年07月05日 00:59:00 评论 (0)
2006年07月04日
Taking a shower
Taking a shower is one of the easiest thing that a regular employee and student can do. But that's not for me. I've been livin in office for like 3 days. Working, Eating and playing are all cool to me, but sleeping, washing and taking a shower are not simple things any more.
SleepingSleeping on the floor of a meeting room is not as easy as you might think of. It's like something impossible if you want to do it without a sleeping bag. I tried to sleep directly on the floor on Sunday night, but ended up in vein. Cuz, the air con is too cool during night, and some werid sound may wake you up every 30~45 mins. While if you have a sleep bag to sleep in. You will feel safe. I had a good night of sleep last night, with only one wake-up around 4 to pee. Maybe that's because i've been too tired for the past two days.
WashingWashing face and brushing your teeth are both not a problem at all. You can even enjoy that in the private room of SHM. But washing cloth is rather a big problem, since there are no lundary in Office. It's terrificlly hard to make your stuff dry.
Taking a ShowerIt's great that the company provides shower in the gym, but you have to pay some of your energy for the shower.
Gotta go for the shuttle, will be back in a while after i arrive at SHM.
发表于 @ 2006年07月04日 17:28:00 评论 (0)
2006年07月03日
VFP I'm Coming
2 weeks of expectation is worth it. I'm enrolled!! Yeassss.
发表于 @ 2006年07月03日 21:58:00 评论 (0)
Arrived at SHM
Arrived at SHM taking the intern shuttle.
A long dark lonely night ahead.
发表于 @ 2006年07月03日 18:43:00 评论 (0)
2006年07月02日
2nd Night
I went to SHM tonight and started reviewing my Distributed System course of which the exam's gonna fall on next tuesday. I haven't attended most of the classes and only got answers to all possible exam questions on hand. I'll try to recite all answers tonight and go through them tomorrow night. And i still haven't fully prepared for the internet course, the book is like a peice of shit. you can keep on reading for like an hour before you fall asleep.
On the taxi to SHM, I heard a monolog from the radio. It was really nice and the voice of the radio woman is almost identical to Juliet's voice.
发表于 @ 2006年07月02日 21:35:00 评论 (0)
2006年06月29日
1st Night sucks
Can't stand staying at Zizhu Campus. So I took the 2:30 and headed back to town. It's better to over night in SHM than in SHZ, since everything is so close. Conveinent Store at the lobby, coffee and tea at a nearer pantry. But it's not possible for you to fall asleep on the meeting room floor without a sleeping bag. The carpet feels bad.
Started at 4 this morning, cuz i heard something upstairs moving. 2 peice of Pizza and a cup of hot tea get me back to work. I still have a lot to read to pass the tiptoeing 2 exams.
Janny and Zaphr had their graduation ceremony yesterday. Janny was trapped at work for some stupid printing stuff. She even gave up the graduation picture for that. (That's a BIG lost!! Since you can only have your graduation once in a lifetime.) I remeber that i came back to Intel to make a presentation on our staff meeting during my graduation party. (That was awesome, I can't even believe that i made it.)
June 26. When i went through my weblog and found that on the same day last year. XiaoDi moved out of 404. and on that day an era ended. I didn't do a good job at SJTU. I do not like the school. I do not like my professer. I do not like those guys in my lab. I can never find any passion like what i had when working in the embedded system back at ECNU. I'm even losing my self-esteem.
I'm losing my goal, i'm losing my dreams, I'm feeling that my self-esteem is caving in. In high school, my goal was to get into a good college, in undergraduate, my goal was to have a chance to get a master degree. When i'm pursuing my master degree now, i do not know where i should go. When starting to picture about the life after graduation, i got lost! I don't know what's gonna happen and i do not know where am i gonna go.
发表于 @ 2006年06月29日 06:39:00 评论 (0)
2006年06月28日
Yesterday
I've downloaded the latest version of Google Earth yesterday. and it's really cool, cuz 33% of the satelitte pictures have been updated. You can even find SJTU Minhang Campus there. However, you can find Intel Zizhu Campus since it's using pictures taken 2 years ago.
发表于 @ 2006年06月28日 14:14:00 评论 (0)
Crazy
Start to listen to "Crazy" a lot. Listen to it in my lap-top, My mp3 player.
CrazyTell me what's wrong with societyWhen everywhere I look I seeYoung girls dying to be on TVThey won't stop 'til they've reached their dreamsDiet pills, surgeryPhotoshopped pictures in magazinesTelling them how they should beIt doesn't make sense to meIs everybody going crazy?Is anybody gonna save me?Can anybody tell me what's going onTell me what's going onIf you open your eyesYou'll see that something is wrongI guess things are not how they used to beThere's no more normal familiesParents act like enemiesMaking kids feel like it's WWIIINo one cares, no one's thereI guess we're all just too damn busyAnd money's our first priorityRich guys driving big SUVsWhile kids are starving in the streetsNo one cares, no one likes to shareI guess life's unfairYou'll see that something, something is wrong
发表于 @ 2006年06月28日 13:00:00 评论 (0)
Dude, i'm out
I'm moving out of Andy's today. This is actually the first time that i live alone all by myself and away from home. 2 big Bags.
I'm homeless from this moment. Need to think about where to sleep every night.
Still have 2 exams to go for this semester. I will overnight in Office to go through my courses. Actually a lot of work ahead.
I've talked with my manager about quiting my current job. She kept telling me that we have closed all intern headcount. So the door of internal transfer is closed for me. Whatever!! She wants to keep me in this stupid position for some more time. This time i will definitely quit. I wish that i can get the FX VFP. So that i can get rid of all these.
Back at school i was no good handling the relationship with my perfessor. Andy even heard there from our former classmate. "Rumors travels really fast!!".
Whatever, i will pick up my entrepreneur dream during the summer holiday. I've printed my namecard and registered the Domain Name and rent a server space. I will start to work on that.
发表于 @ 2006年06月28日 12:55:00 评论 (0)
2006年06月23日
Picking up the old days
Being away from this place for a long time.It's summer time now, day time temperature sometimes hit 35C, which is so unbearable for me. I have to shower constantly to get myself cool, like 5~6 times a day. Well it's wise to stay in lab or in cubicle during this hot time. I will have to move to Min Hang next Wednesday, and start my new life. This is actually the first time that i live alone, with no relatives and friends around.
I attended the SAP campus recruit last week. Well, a good score in the paper test did not get me an interview, because i was foolish enough to fill "2nd year after summer" into the grade blank. Apparently, they are only interested in second years student who can work right after the internship. Whatever... Let it go!
This Wednesday, i went to the FX VFP interview, it was actually weird that FX only gave each candidate 15 min' interview. And nothing technical was brougt up during that 15 mins. I performed my best. Now what i can do is to bless god that they would pick me.
The weather yesterday was like hell! 32C in door during noon, and day turned into night during the afternoon. It was just like the scence in "The War of the worlds"
I spent 30' online to add all Junior & Senior High Classmates into my MSN Account. Those names just drag me back into those old days.
发表于 @ 2006年06月23日 13:14:00 评论 (0)
2006年06月12日
Internship application
Tips for internship application:1. Do include some line of words in the cover letter.2. Do not use English in the cover letter. 3. Put Chinese Resume in the first place
发表于 @ 2006年06月12日 15:44:00 评论 (0)
2006年06月08日
Start to grab things
Finish things at hand. Clear them away first and then start anew.
发表于 @ 2006年06月08日 22:44:00 评论 (0)
Heading Home
It's been rainy and cloudy for the last few days. We only had sun shine on Tuesday. It's really a miracle that it's not rainning now, for each and every thursday for the past month rains.I'm heading home now after staying in the lab for more than 8 hours. It's been a fruitful day compared to those days spent at home. So good thing to stay at the lab for the summer. Get back to the computer screen and get back to those guys in the lab. Found it really unwise to have 2 usernames under the same system, for each and every time when you try to log on and you found that the system will remember you in the other username in the cookie of your client computer. So you have to log off and sign in again using the other username.
Still a bunch of real work to do this weekend. Since my gf will be working on this weekend because of the SOC. I will have a chance to go to SHM to work for extra hours.
OKie. TIme to call it a day at school and work. I'm going now, if possible(get up early in the morning), i will come back to lab tomorrow morning.
发表于 @ 2006年06月08日 16:56:00 评论 (0)
2006年06月05日
It's a cloudy Monday
It's been a cloudy monday. I skipped lunch for that i was busy preparing to send out an survey through email to all my collegues in Zizhu. This makes me feel so weak now. i'm feeling dizzy. Tomorrow there will be a bunch of meetings mainly dealing with the new Zizhu website. I'm figuring out a nice project out of the work that i've done at the company. I'll put it into my imbo and try to implement it in the coming summer vocation.
A guy at work sets me up with one of his friend. We will meet after work some day this week, to see if I can help them set up a website for his bar. (This is gonna bring in cash flow.) So i need to build up a real good demo stuff to show case my Lynx Studio.
Today is spoiled by company stuff and i haven't done anything on my term paper. I'll set out and finish it tonight. (At least 0.5 course)
OOhh, i went to exercise last night at the playground, i ran for like 1200m last night. It feels so good when i first stepped on to the track and started running. But after I ran for like 400m i started to feel my leg heavy.
I'll stay in the lab tomorrow morning. And go back to office in the afternoon, for there is a 1:1 with Sam @13:00 and an conference with lynn from CPG around 16:00
发表于 @ 2006年06月05日 18:46:00 评论 (0)
1900
Ever since my hard drive crashed last time, i've lost a lot of data. This gradually pays off, when i want to pick up more work from school. Most of the data together with all of my music are all gone. The album "the legend of 1900 " is gone too. This is an album that i like so much. It's pretty much the Norah style. The music talks with no lyrics. It flows, it catch you from inside, it holds you from the outside.
发表于 @ 2006年06月05日 18:37:00 评论 (0)
Fearing of growing old
Born in the 1980's.2 years later i'll be running down to my 30's. I always get confused about my age, from the "14" on my elementry check list to being mistaken for mgr sitting in a cubical. Me in the mirror has enough white hair, a big belly which turns out that i'm approching my mid-age physically. I'm fearing of growing old. there will be expections, responsibilities roles and models. Any one of them can get me down easily.
I found that sjtusuperman has already been used when i tried to register this username on hotmail. It seems like too many supermans here on this campus down in the country side. I should get used to be a normal man instead.
发表于 @ 2006年06月05日 18:33:00 评论 (0)
2006年06月04日
Crying out loud inside
I didn't go to the IBM exam last Sunday. However, my algorithm exam finally pays off.
昨晚在小区的花园看见拾荒的老人和流浪狗。有点难过。。。
发表于 @ 2006年06月04日 01:08:00 评论 (0)
2006年06月01日
I'm Going....
Travel back and forth between downtown and country side. 80KM per day, more than 3 hours on the road. Travel for nearly a year. 80km*200d=16000km I'm travelling half the world. After all this travelling year, I've lost all the edges that I used to have. I need to start working on regaining them. So it's time to pack up and move on. Live every minute of my life to the full.
发表于 @ 2006年06月01日 19:25:00 评论 (0)
Rainy Children's Day
It's a rainy children's day, the rain is like pulling down. I'm stucked in a small meeting room at SHM. I'll wait till the rain to become smaller.
While it's still so cool to look through the window.
Got frustrated by struts, those configuation problems are getting me down. I don't like that.
I can only be with my girlfriend for another 2 or 3 weeks. Then her parents will come and I'll have to move to school which is 40km from downtown. But anyway, I will start the training camp down in the country side.
Finish the move in my lab
I've finished the move in my lab, moving to a seat in the corner of the room. A place where no one can move around to peer at my screen, though no one did that before. I'm still fearing of being watched when programming. Every programmer has the problem and same feeling, so better do not stare at other's screen when you walk by a cubicle or seat, no matter who you are, a project manager or a fellow co-worker.
I'll stay at this new little corner of the room for the whole summer.
It's never to late to start!!!
@ 2006年06月01日 09:38:00
I've finished the move in my lab, moving to a seat in the corner of the room. A place where no one can move around to peer at my screen, though no one did that before. I'm still fearing of being watched when programming. Every programmer has the problem and same feeling, so better do not stare at other's screen when you walk by a cubicle or seat, no matter who you are, a project manager or a fellow co-worker.
I'll stay at this new little corner of the room for the whole summer.
It's never to late to start!!!
@ 2006年06月01日 09:38:00
I'll Move Soon
I'll pack up tonight and move most of my stuff to the lab tomorrow. I found this afternoon that the seat in the corner of the lab is perfect, it is pretty much like the seat that i liked to sit in flex space. I'll move to there tomorrow morning.
@ 2006年05月31日 19:40:00
I'll pack up tonight and move most of my stuff to the lab tomorrow. I found this afternoon that the seat in the corner of the lab is perfect, it is pretty much like the seat that i liked to sit in flex space. I'll move to there tomorrow morning.
@ 2006年05月31日 19:40:00
I like small font..
I like my weblog to be displayed in small font.
I like coffee.
I like to sit in a coffee shop in the late afternoon, typing on the laptop while watching the sunset through the west window.
I like to spend the whole afternoon, sitting on the lawn out of my mind.
I like to work till mid-night.
I like to make a lot of new friends.
I like to play poker with the gang.
I like to travel with my honey and view all the nice scenery.
I like all kinds of weather, during rainy days, l like to write code in my small apartment and lit a light with a cup of coffee while hearding the rain drops knocking my window. during shiny days, I like to take a walk before dawn.
I like to be alone, which I can take the quiet moment to think.
I like music with strong rythm, by which I can dream myself to be the drummer.
I like the movie "The Weather Man" .
@ 2006年05月31日 16:49:00
Feeling Frustrated
It's been a year since graduation of college. I'm totally out of my mind now, everyone around me is advancing while i'm still in the same old place like a year ago. Writing the same kind of spegetthy code to make living makes me feel so guilty. All of the new technology, those buzz words are still only "Buzz Words" to me. My English writing is awful. It's hard to complete even a 500-word paragraph. It's hard to even express myself. Every time i look up into the sky i just can't see my future. I feel like crying. I'm just constantly asking myself: "Where am I going?".
I want to do things that I like! I want to work with the people that I like! I want to get marry with the one that I love! I want to spend more time with my family! I just want to be myself!
I want to try harder, but don't know how!
Where am I? Where am I going?
What shall I do?
@ 2006年05月31日 16:40:00
It's been a year since graduation of college. I'm totally out of my mind now, everyone around me is advancing while i'm still in the same old place like a year ago. Writing the same kind of spegetthy code to make living makes me feel so guilty. All of the new technology, those buzz words are still only "Buzz Words" to me. My English writing is awful. It's hard to complete even a 500-word paragraph. It's hard to even express myself. Every time i look up into the sky i just can't see my future. I feel like crying. I'm just constantly asking myself: "Where am I going?".
I want to do things that I like! I want to work with the people that I like! I want to get marry with the one that I love! I want to spend more time with my family! I just want to be myself!
I want to try harder, but don't know how!
Where am I? Where am I going?
What shall I do?
@ 2006年05月31日 16:40:00
Monday, October 09, 2006
The Japanese Learning
To get ready for the life in Japan, all of the VFP members are having a Japanese survival training. This seems to be damn hard for me. Cause every thing is different from Chinese or English. It's like a VB programmer trys to learning Java. Not only the syntax but also the OO does he need to learn.
PS. Something about the Japanese Training: FX asked us to find a trainer by ourself. And everything seems to be so DIY and Low Budget. Don't know what's gonna happen in Japan. Hoping for the best.
To get ready for the life in Japan, all of the VFP members are having a Japanese survival training. This seems to be damn hard for me. Cause every thing is different from Chinese or English. It's like a VB programmer trys to learning Java. Not only the syntax but also the OO does he need to learn.
PS. Something about the Japanese Training: FX asked us to find a trainer by ourself. And everything seems to be so DIY and Low Budget. Don't know what's gonna happen in Japan. Hoping for the best.
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Just got back to Shanghai from Fujian yesterday morning.
We spent 7 days with Annie's parents.
After 16hs ride on the train we arrived at GuTian Station in the very early morning. 4:35 2006-09-30. GuTian Rail Station is located in HuangTian, which is a small town of GuTian County. We have to take a bus to go to Gutian which is approximately 35Kms away. The bus trip costs 9RMB/person. The fee has raised from 7 to 9 recently. But there was no over-loading compared to last year. The 25-seats bus carried us through the dark rural mountainous area.