2006年08月10日
The GE Offer
Got to leave Intel at the end of August.I'll join GE as an intern next week.
发表于 @ 2006年08月10日 12:47:00 评论 (0)
2006年08月04日
CAN i write something
dsak;lfj;dslajf
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2006年07月18日
Miss My Honey A Lot
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发表于 @ 2006年07月18日 20:30:00 评论 (0)
Down with a bad cough these days
It's been 35C for like more than weeks. It's unbearable. 22C in Office, more than 10C in difference. When you walk out of Office, i could even see fog on my glass. I can't sleep well during the night. Cuz my body is geared for 22C. The night is not long enough for it to get used to the temperature outside.
发表于 @ 2006年07月18日 20:26:00 评论 (0)
2006年07月10日
Sleeping on the floor of a meeting room...
This feeling sucks when you sleep on the floor of a meeting room, it's just like a lost dog sleeping on other people's porch. It sucks!
发表于 @ 2006年07月10日 22:11:00 评论 (0)
2006年07月07日
Never let a programmer do cleaning just like never ask a programmer to build up a GUI
Got stood up again this moring. I received the following msg from the secratary of our professor last night:全体研究生请于七月七日上午十点到实验室等待王老师安排，特此通知，并互相通告，如有不能到，请向王老师请假。This seems to be something like a call for staff meeting. But when i arrived at my fucking lab this morning at 10 o'clock sharp. Everyone was there. But no meeting was held. way till 11:00. Our dearing perfessor showed up and ask every body to start cleaning the lab. That's all. Later, we were informed that the meeting is rescheduled to 5pm, which is 7 hours later than it's previously set.
This is so RIDICULOUS!!
发表于 @ 2006年07月07日 15:12:00 评论 (0)
2006年07月05日
I love this weblog
I love to come here to write a bunch of stuffs instead of writing the same thing on my MSN space where everyone knows who i am.
I believe that everyone needs to keep something private.
"It's like Bull-Shit!"
The Air Con's too low. :(
发表于 @ 2006年07月05日 01:01:00 评论 (0)
Live in Office (Taking a shower Cont')
Living in Office means you have to find a good place for yourself. A place where is near to the pantry, a place where you might be able to feel safe during sleeping. So checking out wrrs(web room reservation service) becomes a routine. I lost my 24F08 to a philpine guy who book the book from 7:00~16:00. I have to get up early and move to 24F03 in the morning.
When i first came into 24F08 i found that although the air con is on, the temperature is still high. It's hot in the room. I've now tune the air con to 18C to make it fit for my Sleeping Bag's temperature.
Well Loneliness is the other biggest thing that troubles me a lot when try to live in office. Most of the employees have family here, so they won't stay overnight in office. So living in office means living all by yourself to some extent. Loneliness is just like heart attack, it overwhelms me sometimes. And you can't even find a reason to fight back.
I have 2 bags of dirty clothe which i don't know how to deal. I'm planning to go back home tomorrow right after the exam. May be that the ultimate solution!!
Talked with 2 of my former high school classmates. I'm feeling lucky since i'm still in school, still have the chance to learn, to make mistakes and to choose the stuff that i like.
Start watching "Season 2 of the Apprentice". Wish to finish that with in this summer and try to get something out of it.
Well gotta get down to take a 4 hours nap. and good luck for myself in tomorrow's exam. God Bless me!
Come On!
发表于 @ 2006年07月05日 00:59:00 评论 (0)
2006年07月04日
Taking a shower
Taking a shower is one of the easiest thing that a regular employee and student can do. But that's not for me. I've been livin in office for like 3 days. Working, Eating and playing are all cool to me, but sleeping, washing and taking a shower are not simple things any more.
SleepingSleeping on the floor of a meeting room is not as easy as you might think of. It's like something impossible if you want to do it without a sleeping bag. I tried to sleep directly on the floor on Sunday night, but ended up in vein. Cuz, the air con is too cool during night, and some werid sound may wake you up every 30~45 mins. While if you have a sleep bag to sleep in. You will feel safe. I had a good night of sleep last night, with only one wake-up around 4 to pee. Maybe that's because i've been too tired for the past two days.
WashingWashing face and brushing your teeth are both not a problem at all. You can even enjoy that in the private room of SHM. But washing cloth is rather a big problem, since there are no lundary in Office. It's terrificlly hard to make your stuff dry.
Taking a ShowerIt's great that the company provides shower in the gym, but you have to pay some of your energy for the shower.
Gotta go for the shuttle, will be back in a while after i arrive at SHM.
发表于 @ 2006年07月04日 17:28:00 评论 (0)
2006年07月03日
VFP I'm Coming
2 weeks of expectation is worth it. I'm enrolled!! Yeassss.
发表于 @ 2006年07月03日 21:58:00 评论 (0)
Arrived at SHM
Arrived at SHM taking the intern shuttle.
A long dark lonely night ahead.
发表于 @ 2006年07月03日 18:43:00 评论 (0)
2006年07月02日
2nd Night
I went to SHM tonight and started reviewing my Distributed System course of which the exam's gonna fall on next tuesday. I haven't attended most of the classes and only got answers to all possible exam questions on hand. I'll try to recite all answers tonight and go through them tomorrow night. And i still haven't fully prepared for the internet course, the book is like a peice of shit. you can keep on reading for like an hour before you fall asleep.
On the taxi to SHM, I heard a monolog from the radio. It was really nice and the voice of the radio woman is almost identical to Juliet's voice.
发表于 @ 2006年07月02日 21:35:00 评论 (0)
2006年06月29日
1st Night sucks
Can't stand staying at Zizhu Campus. So I took the 2:30 and headed back to town. It's better to over night in SHM than in SHZ, since everything is so close. Conveinent Store at the lobby, coffee and tea at a nearer pantry. But it's not possible for you to fall asleep on the meeting room floor without a sleeping bag. The carpet feels bad.
Started at 4 this morning, cuz i heard something upstairs moving. 2 peice of Pizza and a cup of hot tea get me back to work. I still have a lot to read to pass the tiptoeing 2 exams.
Janny and Zaphr had their graduation ceremony yesterday. Janny was trapped at work for some stupid printing stuff. She even gave up the graduation picture for that. (That's a BIG lost!! Since you can only have your graduation once in a lifetime.) I remeber that i came back to Intel to make a presentation on our staff meeting during my graduation party. (That was awesome, I can't even believe that i made it.)
June 26. When i went through my weblog and found that on the same day last year. XiaoDi moved out of 404. and on that day an era ended. I didn't do a good job at SJTU. I do not like the school. I do not like my professer. I do not like those guys in my lab. I can never find any passion like what i had when working in the embedded system back at ECNU. I'm even losing my self-esteem.
I'm losing my goal, i'm losing my dreams, I'm feeling that my self-esteem is caving in. In high school, my goal was to get into a good college, in undergraduate, my goal was to have a chance to get a master degree. When i'm pursuing my master degree now, i do not know where i should go. When starting to picture about the life after graduation, i got lost! I don't know what's gonna happen and i do not know where am i gonna go.
发表于 @ 2006年06月29日 06:39:00 评论 (0)
2006年06月28日
Yesterday
I've downloaded the latest version of Google Earth yesterday. and it's really cool, cuz 33% of the satelitte pictures have been updated. You can even find SJTU Minhang Campus there. However, you can find Intel Zizhu Campus since it's using pictures taken 2 years ago.
发表于 @ 2006年06月28日 14:14:00 评论 (0)
Crazy
Start to listen to "Crazy" a lot. Listen to it in my lap-top, My mp3 player.
CrazyTell me what's wrong with societyWhen everywhere I look I seeYoung girls dying to be on TVThey won't stop 'til they've reached their dreamsDiet pills, surgeryPhotoshopped pictures in magazinesTelling them how they should beIt doesn't make sense to meIs everybody going crazy?Is anybody gonna save me?Can anybody tell me what's going onTell me what's going onIf you open your eyesYou'll see that something is wrongI guess things are not how they used to beThere's no more normal familiesParents act like enemiesMaking kids feel like it's WWIIINo one cares, no one's thereI guess we're all just too damn busyAnd money's our first priorityRich guys driving big SUVsWhile kids are starving in the streetsNo one cares, no one likes to shareI guess life's unfairYou'll see that something, something is wrong
发表于 @ 2006年06月28日 13:00:00 评论 (0)
Dude, i'm out
I'm moving out of Andy's today. This is actually the first time that i live alone all by myself and away from home. 2 big Bags.
I'm homeless from this moment. Need to think about where to sleep every night.
Still have 2 exams to go for this semester. I will overnight in Office to go through my courses. Actually a lot of work ahead.
I've talked with my manager about quiting my current job. She kept telling me that we have closed all intern headcount. So the door of internal transfer is closed for me. Whatever!! She wants to keep me in this stupid position for some more time. This time i will definitely quit. I wish that i can get the FX VFP. So that i can get rid of all these.
Back at school i was no good handling the relationship with my perfessor. Andy even heard there from our former classmate. "Rumors travels really fast!!".
Whatever, i will pick up my entrepreneur dream during the summer holiday. I've printed my namecard and registered the Domain Name and rent a server space. I will start to work on that.
发表于 @ 2006年06月28日 12:55:00 评论 (0)
2006年06月23日
Picking up the old days
Being away from this place for a long time.It's summer time now, day time temperature sometimes hit 35C, which is so unbearable for me. I have to shower constantly to get myself cool, like 5~6 times a day. Well it's wise to stay in lab or in cubicle during this hot time. I will have to move to Min Hang next Wednesday, and start my new life. This is actually the first time that i live alone, with no relatives and friends around.
I attended the SAP campus recruit last week. Well, a good score in the paper test did not get me an interview, because i was foolish enough to fill "2nd year after summer" into the grade blank. Apparently, they are only interested in second years student who can work right after the internship. Whatever... Let it go!
This Wednesday, i went to the FX VFP interview, it was actually weird that FX only gave each candidate 15 min' interview. And nothing technical was brougt up during that 15 mins. I performed my best. Now what i can do is to bless god that they would pick me.
The weather yesterday was like hell! 32C in door during noon, and day turned into night during the afternoon. It was just like the scence in "The War of the worlds"
I spent 30' online to add all Junior & Senior High Classmates into my MSN Account. Those names just drag me back into those old days.
发表于 @ 2006年06月23日 13:14:00 评论 (0)
2006年06月12日
Internship application
Tips for internship application:1. Do include some line of words in the cover letter.2. Do not use English in the cover letter. 3. Put Chinese Resume in the first place
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2006年06月08日
Start to grab things
Finish things at hand. Clear them away first and then start anew.
发表于 @ 2006年06月08日 22:44:00 评论 (0)
Heading Home
It's been rainy and cloudy for the last few days. We only had sun shine on Tuesday. It's really a miracle that it's not rainning now, for each and every thursday for the past month rains.I'm heading home now after staying in the lab for more than 8 hours. It's been a fruitful day compared to those days spent at home. So good thing to stay at the lab for the summer. Get back to the computer screen and get back to those guys in the lab. Found it really unwise to have 2 usernames under the same system, for each and every time when you try to log on and you found that the system will remember you in the other username in the cookie of your client computer. So you have to log off and sign in again using the other username.
Still a bunch of real work to do this weekend. Since my gf will be working on this weekend because of the SOC. I will have a chance to go to SHM to work for extra hours.
OKie. TIme to call it a day at school and work. I'm going now, if possible(get up early in the morning), i will come back to lab tomorrow morning.
发表于 @ 2006年06月08日 16:56:00 评论 (0)
2006年06月05日
It's a cloudy Monday
It's been a cloudy monday. I skipped lunch for that i was busy preparing to send out an survey through email to all my collegues in Zizhu. This makes me feel so weak now. i'm feeling dizzy. Tomorrow there will be a bunch of meetings mainly dealing with the new Zizhu website. I'm figuring out a nice project out of the work that i've done at the company. I'll put it into my imbo and try to implement it in the coming summer vocation.
A guy at work sets me up with one of his friend. We will meet after work some day this week, to see if I can help them set up a website for his bar. (This is gonna bring in cash flow.) So i need to build up a real good demo stuff to show case my Lynx Studio.
Today is spoiled by company stuff and i haven't done anything on my term paper. I'll set out and finish it tonight. (At least 0.5 course)
OOhh, i went to exercise last night at the playground, i ran for like 1200m last night. It feels so good when i first stepped on to the track and started running. But after I ran for like 400m i started to feel my leg heavy.
I'll stay in the lab tomorrow morning. And go back to office in the afternoon, for there is a 1:1 with Sam @13:00 and an conference with lynn from CPG around 16:00
发表于 @ 2006年06月05日 18:46:00 评论 (0)
1900
Ever since my hard drive crashed last time, i've lost a lot of data. This gradually pays off, when i want to pick up more work from school. Most of the data together with all of my music are all gone. The album "the legend of 1900 " is gone too. This is an album that i like so much. It's pretty much the Norah style. The music talks with no lyrics. It flows, it catch you from inside, it holds you from the outside.
发表于 @ 2006年06月05日 18:37:00 评论 (0)
Fearing of growing old
Born in the 1980's.2 years later i'll be running down to my 30's. I always get confused about my age, from the "14" on my elementry check list to being mistaken for mgr sitting in a cubical. Me in the mirror has enough white hair, a big belly which turns out that i'm approching my mid-age physically. I'm fearing of growing old. there will be expections, responsibilities roles and models. Any one of them can get me down easily.
I found that sjtusuperman has already been used when i tried to register this username on hotmail. It seems like too many supermans here on this campus down in the country side. I should get used to be a normal man instead.
发表于 @ 2006年06月05日 18:33:00 评论 (0)
2006年06月04日
Crying out loud inside
I didn't go to the IBM exam last Sunday. However, my algorithm exam finally pays off.
昨晚在小区的花园看见拾荒的老人和流浪狗。有点难过。。。
发表于 @ 2006年06月04日 01:08:00 评论 (0)
2006年06月01日
I'm Going....
Travel back and forth between downtown and country side. 80KM per day, more than 3 hours on the road. Travel for nearly a year. 80km*200d=16000km I'm travelling half the world. After all this travelling year, I've lost all the edges that I used to have. I need to start working on regaining them. So it's time to pack up and move on. Live every minute of my life to the full.
发表于 @ 2006年06月01日 19:25:00 评论 (0)
Rainy Children's Day
It's a rainy children's day, the rain is like pulling down. I'm stucked in a small meeting room at SHM. I'll wait till the rain to become smaller.
While it's still so cool to look through the window.
Got frustrated by struts, those configuation problems are getting me down. I don't like that.
I can only be with my girlfriend for another 2 or 3 weeks. Then her parents will come and I'll have to move to school which is 40km from downtown. But anyway, I will start the training camp down in the country side.
The GE Offer
Got to leave Intel at the end of August.I'll join GE as an intern next week.
发表于 @ 2006年08月10日 12:47:00 评论 (0)
2006年08月04日
CAN i write something
dsak;lfj;dslajf
发表于 @ 2006年08月04日 18:10:00 评论 (0)
2006年07月18日
Miss My Honey A Lot
Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss my Honey a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
发表于 @ 2006年07月18日 20:30:00 评论 (0)
Down with a bad cough these days
It's been 35C for like more than weeks. It's unbearable. 22C in Office, more than 10C in difference. When you walk out of Office, i could even see fog on my glass. I can't sleep well during the night. Cuz my body is geared for 22C. The night is not long enough for it to get used to the temperature outside.
发表于 @ 2006年07月18日 20:26:00 评论 (0)
2006年07月10日
Sleeping on the floor of a meeting room...
This feeling sucks when you sleep on the floor of a meeting room, it's just like a lost dog sleeping on other people's porch. It sucks!
发表于 @ 2006年07月10日 22:11:00 评论 (0)
2006年07月07日
Never let a programmer do cleaning just like never ask a programmer to build up a GUI
Got stood up again this moring. I received the following msg from the secratary of our professor last night:全体研究生请于七月七日上午十点到实验室等待王老师安排，特此通知，并互相通告，如有不能到，请向王老师请假。This seems to be something like a call for staff meeting. But when i arrived at my fucking lab this morning at 10 o'clock sharp. Everyone was there. But no meeting was held. way till 11:00. Our dearing perfessor showed up and ask every body to start cleaning the lab. That's all. Later, we were informed that the meeting is rescheduled to 5pm, which is 7 hours later than it's previously set.
This is so RIDICULOUS!!
发表于 @ 2006年07月07日 15:12:00 评论 (0)
2006年07月05日
I love this weblog
I love to come here to write a bunch of stuffs instead of writing the same thing on my MSN space where everyone knows who i am.
I believe that everyone needs to keep something private.
"It's like Bull-Shit!"
The Air Con's too low. :(
发表于 @ 2006年07月05日 01:01:00 评论 (0)
Live in Office (Taking a shower Cont')
Living in Office means you have to find a good place for yourself. A place where is near to the pantry, a place where you might be able to feel safe during sleeping. So checking out wrrs(web room reservation service) becomes a routine. I lost my 24F08 to a philpine guy who book the book from 7:00~16:00. I have to get up early and move to 24F03 in the morning.
When i first came into 24F08 i found that although the air con is on, the temperature is still high. It's hot in the room. I've now tune the air con to 18C to make it fit for my Sleeping Bag's temperature.
Well Loneliness is the other biggest thing that troubles me a lot when try to live in office. Most of the employees have family here, so they won't stay overnight in office. So living in office means living all by yourself to some extent. Loneliness is just like heart attack, it overwhelms me sometimes. And you can't even find a reason to fight back.
I have 2 bags of dirty clothe which i don't know how to deal. I'm planning to go back home tomorrow right after the exam. May be that the ultimate solution!!
Talked with 2 of my former high school classmates. I'm feeling lucky since i'm still in school, still have the chance to learn, to make mistakes and to choose the stuff that i like.
Start watching "Season 2 of the Apprentice". Wish to finish that with in this summer and try to get something out of it.
Well gotta get down to take a 4 hours nap. and good luck for myself in tomorrow's exam. God Bless me!
Come On!
发表于 @ 2006年07月05日 00:59:00 评论 (0)
2006年07月04日
Taking a shower
Taking a shower is one of the easiest thing that a regular employee and student can do. But that's not for me. I've been livin in office for like 3 days. Working, Eating and playing are all cool to me, but sleeping, washing and taking a shower are not simple things any more.
SleepingSleeping on the floor of a meeting room is not as easy as you might think of. It's like something impossible if you want to do it without a sleeping bag. I tried to sleep directly on the floor on Sunday night, but ended up in vein. Cuz, the air con is too cool during night, and some werid sound may wake you up every 30~45 mins. While if you have a sleep bag to sleep in. You will feel safe. I had a good night of sleep last night, with only one wake-up around 4 to pee. Maybe that's because i've been too tired for the past two days.
WashingWashing face and brushing your teeth are both not a problem at all. You can even enjoy that in the private room of SHM. But washing cloth is rather a big problem, since there are no lundary in Office. It's terrificlly hard to make your stuff dry.
Taking a ShowerIt's great that the company provides shower in the gym, but you have to pay some of your energy for the shower.
Gotta go for the shuttle, will be back in a while after i arrive at SHM.
发表于 @ 2006年07月04日 17:28:00 评论 (0)
2006年07月03日
VFP I'm Coming
2 weeks of expectation is worth it. I'm enrolled!! Yeassss.
发表于 @ 2006年07月03日 21:58:00 评论 (0)
Arrived at SHM
Arrived at SHM taking the intern shuttle.
A long dark lonely night ahead.
发表于 @ 2006年07月03日 18:43:00 评论 (0)
2006年07月02日
2nd Night
I went to SHM tonight and started reviewing my Distributed System course of which the exam's gonna fall on next tuesday. I haven't attended most of the classes and only got answers to all possible exam questions on hand. I'll try to recite all answers tonight and go through them tomorrow night. And i still haven't fully prepared for the internet course, the book is like a peice of shit. you can keep on reading for like an hour before you fall asleep.
On the taxi to SHM, I heard a monolog from the radio. It was really nice and the voice of the radio woman is almost identical to Juliet's voice.
发表于 @ 2006年07月02日 21:35:00 评论 (0)
2006年06月29日
1st Night sucks
Can't stand staying at Zizhu Campus. So I took the 2:30 and headed back to town. It's better to over night in SHM than in SHZ, since everything is so close. Conveinent Store at the lobby, coffee and tea at a nearer pantry. But it's not possible for you to fall asleep on the meeting room floor without a sleeping bag. The carpet feels bad.
Started at 4 this morning, cuz i heard something upstairs moving. 2 peice of Pizza and a cup of hot tea get me back to work. I still have a lot to read to pass the tiptoeing 2 exams.
Janny and Zaphr had their graduation ceremony yesterday. Janny was trapped at work for some stupid printing stuff. She even gave up the graduation picture for that. (That's a BIG lost!! Since you can only have your graduation once in a lifetime.) I remeber that i came back to Intel to make a presentation on our staff meeting during my graduation party. (That was awesome, I can't even believe that i made it.)
June 26. When i went through my weblog and found that on the same day last year. XiaoDi moved out of 404. and on that day an era ended. I didn't do a good job at SJTU. I do not like the school. I do not like my professer. I do not like those guys in my lab. I can never find any passion like what i had when working in the embedded system back at ECNU. I'm even losing my self-esteem.
I'm losing my goal, i'm losing my dreams, I'm feeling that my self-esteem is caving in. In high school, my goal was to get into a good college, in undergraduate, my goal was to have a chance to get a master degree. When i'm pursuing my master degree now, i do not know where i should go. When starting to picture about the life after graduation, i got lost! I don't know what's gonna happen and i do not know where am i gonna go.
发表于 @ 2006年06月29日 06:39:00 评论 (0)
2006年06月28日
Yesterday
I've downloaded the latest version of Google Earth yesterday. and it's really cool, cuz 33% of the satelitte pictures have been updated. You can even find SJTU Minhang Campus there. However, you can find Intel Zizhu Campus since it's using pictures taken 2 years ago.
发表于 @ 2006年06月28日 14:14:00 评论 (0)
Crazy
Start to listen to "Crazy" a lot. Listen to it in my lap-top, My mp3 player.
CrazyTell me what's wrong with societyWhen everywhere I look I seeYoung girls dying to be on TVThey won't stop 'til they've reached their dreamsDiet pills, surgeryPhotoshopped pictures in magazinesTelling them how they should beIt doesn't make sense to meIs everybody going crazy?Is anybody gonna save me?Can anybody tell me what's going onTell me what's going onIf you open your eyesYou'll see that something is wrongI guess things are not how they used to beThere's no more normal familiesParents act like enemiesMaking kids feel like it's WWIIINo one cares, no one's thereI guess we're all just too damn busyAnd money's our first priorityRich guys driving big SUVsWhile kids are starving in the streetsNo one cares, no one likes to shareI guess life's unfairYou'll see that something, something is wrong
发表于 @ 2006年06月28日 13:00:00 评论 (0)
Dude, i'm out
I'm moving out of Andy's today. This is actually the first time that i live alone all by myself and away from home. 2 big Bags.
I'm homeless from this moment. Need to think about where to sleep every night.
Still have 2 exams to go for this semester. I will overnight in Office to go through my courses. Actually a lot of work ahead.
I've talked with my manager about quiting my current job. She kept telling me that we have closed all intern headcount. So the door of internal transfer is closed for me. Whatever!! She wants to keep me in this stupid position for some more time. This time i will definitely quit. I wish that i can get the FX VFP. So that i can get rid of all these.
Back at school i was no good handling the relationship with my perfessor. Andy even heard there from our former classmate. "Rumors travels really fast!!".
Whatever, i will pick up my entrepreneur dream during the summer holiday. I've printed my namecard and registered the Domain Name and rent a server space. I will start to work on that.
发表于 @ 2006年06月28日 12:55:00 评论 (0)
2006年06月23日
Picking up the old days
Being away from this place for a long time.It's summer time now, day time temperature sometimes hit 35C, which is so unbearable for me. I have to shower constantly to get myself cool, like 5~6 times a day. Well it's wise to stay in lab or in cubicle during this hot time. I will have to move to Min Hang next Wednesday, and start my new life. This is actually the first time that i live alone, with no relatives and friends around.
I attended the SAP campus recruit last week. Well, a good score in the paper test did not get me an interview, because i was foolish enough to fill "2nd year after summer" into the grade blank. Apparently, they are only interested in second years student who can work right after the internship. Whatever... Let it go!
This Wednesday, i went to the FX VFP interview, it was actually weird that FX only gave each candidate 15 min' interview. And nothing technical was brougt up during that 15 mins. I performed my best. Now what i can do is to bless god that they would pick me.
The weather yesterday was like hell! 32C in door during noon, and day turned into night during the afternoon. It was just like the scence in "The War of the worlds"
I spent 30' online to add all Junior & Senior High Classmates into my MSN Account. Those names just drag me back into those old days.
发表于 @ 2006年06月23日 13:14:00 评论 (0)
2006年06月12日
Internship application
Tips for internship application:1. Do include some line of words in the cover letter.2. Do not use English in the cover letter. 3. Put Chinese Resume in the first place
发表于 @ 2006年06月12日 15:44:00 评论 (0)
2006年06月08日
Start to grab things
Finish things at hand. Clear them away first and then start anew.
发表于 @ 2006年06月08日 22:44:00 评论 (0)
Heading Home
It's been rainy and cloudy for the last few days. We only had sun shine on Tuesday. It's really a miracle that it's not rainning now, for each and every thursday for the past month rains.I'm heading home now after staying in the lab for more than 8 hours. It's been a fruitful day compared to those days spent at home. So good thing to stay at the lab for the summer. Get back to the computer screen and get back to those guys in the lab. Found it really unwise to have 2 usernames under the same system, for each and every time when you try to log on and you found that the system will remember you in the other username in the cookie of your client computer. So you have to log off and sign in again using the other username.
Still a bunch of real work to do this weekend. Since my gf will be working on this weekend because of the SOC. I will have a chance to go to SHM to work for extra hours.
OKie. TIme to call it a day at school and work. I'm going now, if possible(get up early in the morning), i will come back to lab tomorrow morning.
发表于 @ 2006年06月08日 16:56:00 评论 (0)
2006年06月05日
It's a cloudy Monday
It's been a cloudy monday. I skipped lunch for that i was busy preparing to send out an survey through email to all my collegues in Zizhu. This makes me feel so weak now. i'm feeling dizzy. Tomorrow there will be a bunch of meetings mainly dealing with the new Zizhu website. I'm figuring out a nice project out of the work that i've done at the company. I'll put it into my imbo and try to implement it in the coming summer vocation.
A guy at work sets me up with one of his friend. We will meet after work some day this week, to see if I can help them set up a website for his bar. (This is gonna bring in cash flow.) So i need to build up a real good demo stuff to show case my Lynx Studio.
Today is spoiled by company stuff and i haven't done anything on my term paper. I'll set out and finish it tonight. (At least 0.5 course)
OOhh, i went to exercise last night at the playground, i ran for like 1200m last night. It feels so good when i first stepped on to the track and started running. But after I ran for like 400m i started to feel my leg heavy.
I'll stay in the lab tomorrow morning. And go back to office in the afternoon, for there is a 1:1 with Sam @13:00 and an conference with lynn from CPG around 16:00
发表于 @ 2006年06月05日 18:46:00 评论 (0)
1900
Ever since my hard drive crashed last time, i've lost a lot of data. This gradually pays off, when i want to pick up more work from school. Most of the data together with all of my music are all gone. The album "the legend of 1900 " is gone too. This is an album that i like so much. It's pretty much the Norah style. The music talks with no lyrics. It flows, it catch you from inside, it holds you from the outside.
发表于 @ 2006年06月05日 18:37:00 评论 (0)
Fearing of growing old
Born in the 1980's.2 years later i'll be running down to my 30's. I always get confused about my age, from the "14" on my elementry check list to being mistaken for mgr sitting in a cubical. Me in the mirror has enough white hair, a big belly which turns out that i'm approching my mid-age physically. I'm fearing of growing old. there will be expections, responsibilities roles and models. Any one of them can get me down easily.
I found that sjtusuperman has already been used when i tried to register this username on hotmail. It seems like too many supermans here on this campus down in the country side. I should get used to be a normal man instead.
发表于 @ 2006年06月05日 18:33:00 评论 (0)
2006年06月04日
Crying out loud inside
I didn't go to the IBM exam last Sunday. However, my algorithm exam finally pays off.
昨晚在小区的花园看见拾荒的老人和流浪狗。有点难过。。。
发表于 @ 2006年06月04日 01:08:00 评论 (0)
2006年06月01日
I'm Going....
Travel back and forth between downtown and country side. 80KM per day, more than 3 hours on the road. Travel for nearly a year. 80km*200d=16000km I'm travelling half the world. After all this travelling year, I've lost all the edges that I used to have. I need to start working on regaining them. So it's time to pack up and move on. Live every minute of my life to the full.
发表于 @ 2006年06月01日 19:25:00 评论 (0)
Rainy Children's Day
It's a rainy children's day, the rain is like pulling down. I'm stucked in a small meeting room at SHM. I'll wait till the rain to become smaller.
While it's still so cool to look through the window.
Got frustrated by struts, those configuation problems are getting me down. I don't like that.
I can only be with my girlfriend for another 2 or 3 weeks. Then her parents will come and I'll have to move to school which is 40km from downtown. But anyway, I will start the training camp down in the country side.
posted by Alex at 18:07
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