Less than 100 days to go

I've spent most of the time in the company working on my paper for the past few weeks. But somehow I found the more I work on it the worse it will become. I'm just not that piece of ass who can write good stuff. Just like my Chinese essay score were always ranked the last on my yearly school report card back in high school. Whatever. I just thought of a good idea several days ago, but somehow it's just an idea on the system level, no good paper's gone coming out of that. Cuz I can't see what kinda impact it can make on the psycological level or social crap. I've known nothing about that.